You can’t fix this. I can’t fix this. No one can fix this. My heart is forever broken and this ache in my chest is just one of many symptoms. Can’t turn back the clock, can’t take it back, there is no second chance, no do over. I feel hollow, like an abandoned building. Wrecked on the inside, vandalized, forgotten. I cling to my faith in a future apart from this world where I will see you again. But for my remaining days on this earth your absence is painfully evident each morning as I wake and each night as I lay my head down to sleep and every moment in between. The fact that there is no way to repair this is a difficult reality. So all I can do is wait.