I’ll never get to dance at your wedding or have the joy of seeing you be the wonderful father I know you would have become or get the honor to watch you accomplish all the great things I know you were destined for. But I will forever cherish the nearly 23 years I got to be your mom. I will hold the memories of you close and I will never ever forget the beauty of your soul. Your kindness and love for others and the example you set will leave a lasting impact on everyone who ever had the privilege to know you. I am so grateful that I got the best job on the planet as your mom and I am truly honored to have raised you and watched you grow to be the amazing young man you became. I will miss our long calls on your way to work, the sound of your laughter, and your beautiful smile. I will never forget your playful spirit and your heart for excellence. You loved well and you are so incredibly loved and missed. A hole has been left in the universe that will never be filled. My Joshua, our only JahJah, we will never be the same without you. I miss you so much already my son.
