I overslept because I couldn’t sleep again last night. My chest feels heavy with an indescribable ache. I just can’t make sense of any of this.
I am struggling to believe that you would take your own life. With a whole life ahead of you and such joy in your face just an hour before, I can’t wrap my head around it. You had plans and your whole life ahead of you.
I drove to the cemetery this afternoon. I sat and looked at that pile of dirt and wished I could ask you so many questions. I know we will always have some unanswered questions but my gosh there just has to be something we are missing.